I just realized that I can be really bad if I choose to. As in, super-ultra-mega-over-tothemax bad!!!

Lately, I see a me I don't really know. It's like I am turning into someone not really me. Parang c Jean Grey, mala-Peter Parker. hehehehhe...

Seriously, I feel like I have been "good" all my life and has somehow suppressed the evil in me. And now it's trying to break loose... prying my virtues to have a say of who I really am.

I am not taken to saying bad words but now? You name it... I may have uttered everything one time or another, all these said only just this year. It's either the world is changing for the worst and I am joining the wagon!!! Or...

Don't get me wrong... I'm no saint. I know about sin, but has not been in that state for so long a time.

Only now, I think, I am in the brink of...

do you sometimes feel that you just don't want to start on a relationship again? i mean, start at the getting-to-know-you stage again?